8. OUR SPECIALS..

 After few months, it was his birthday. 19th August. And I don't think anybody was more happier than me.I knew that I was not capable of doing anything special for him on that special day. Still I was happy, because for him to be happy, it was important for us that we both should be happy.🤗

I made a short slideshow video of our journey till the time. I put some quotes and some lovely messages for him. It was nothing like a gift, but according to him, it was very special. 🥰

It's 17th of August 2020 today, and still I have no plan to celebrate his birthday. Even I am not able to make this day again special for him. I know this might not affect him but for me it does. The goods and all the deeds he did for me cannot be defined in words and even I cannot pay him back this much love. On the other side he made my birthday as the most special day of my life. That day he just did not care about the security of his hostel and came to Kota from Delhi itself just to make my day a little bit more special and beautiful.  But he doesn't know the truth. He actually made that day epic for me. I can proudly say that I can't have more beautiful day than my birthday of the year 2019 till now. I believe that I have never got so much love and care from anyone, that I get from AB everyday. I always try to love him more but, unfortunately, he wins! he loves me more till the end of the day.😘

There's nothing like that we've never had fights. We actually fought like hell and those too on texts. We never had argued a lot on calls. But the power of texting is of another level. We usually don't fight or argue too many things on phone calls because we both have a sort of respect for each other during talking. But unfortunately, when on text, I too just said anything that could catalyse the anger or the heartbreaks. Those nights too were so hard to survive for me. I cried, screamed and just hated everything that I have, or just hated myself. 🥺

But at the end of everything there was love, there is love, and will be forever that is there to heal every wound we get. Our love never let us down anytime. Everything just sorted out anyhow beacuse our love was more dominating than those dirty small fights.🥺

He strenthened me always. He encouraged me everyday. He guided me at every step. He loved me every second.🥰 

I wish that god to make me at least this much capable, that I could love him more than the limit that he expect. Beyond every limits. Till eternity..!🦋